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The next night, I went to the “Lourdes Grotto and

Guadalupe Tepeyac,” which is referred to by the “Oblate
Missions Missionary Association of Mary Immaculate,” on
their website as the “Spiritual Center of the Missionary
Association Mary Immaculate and Oblate Missions.” People
in San Antonio call it “The Grotto.” I walked around and sat

down next to a statue of Jesus Christ. I prayed that He would
save me. I heard a voice tell me that I was chosen by Jesus
Christ to write a book. This surprised me. The voice would
not tell me why I was chosen to write a book or what the book

was supposed to be about. I was told that Larry is really an
angel, but that the demon is making me think that Larry is a
demon. The demon twists Larry’s words around just like he
did mine. I had been keeping journals, so I decided to
continue writing about what was happening to me.

Later, I was told by the voices that if I attended mass

and stopped smoking cigarettes that I would not hear them
anymore. I didn't stop smoking, but I went to another mass.
It was strange because I could not focus on the mass. I kept
hearing two comedians’ voices overpowering the priest's
words. These voices appeared funny and friendly, but I've

realized that “funny” and “appearing friendly” doesn't always
mean “friend.” If the voices had wanted me to attend mass,
why didn't they allow me to concentrate?

Later, Larry, John, and Dina were all present again
and we all heard more “information” about each other. The
night ended with me having a long conversation with John. I

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