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no    matter    ho w   many     good     moment s      she   might    sha re   with   R yle

                thro ugho ut  he r    lifet ime,   I  know  from  ex peri enc e     tha t  it  would  onl y
                be  the  worst ones  tha t stuck with  her.
                    Cycles    ex ist   bec ause   they    are   ex cruciating    to   brea k.   It   takes    an
                astrono mical      amount      of   pain   and    courage      to   disrupt   a   familiar
                pattern.   Somet imes   it  seems   ea sier     to  just  keep   runni ng   in  the   same
                familiar    circles ,   rather   tha n   facing    the   fea r   of   jumping    and    possibly

                no t land ing  on  your feet .
                    My mother  went  thro ugh  it.
                    I went  thro ugh  it.
                    I’ll be  damned  if I allow my daught er  to go thro ugh  it.
                    I  kiss  her  on  the  forehea d  and   make  her  a  promise.   “It  stops  here.
                Wi th  me  and  you. It end s with us.”
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