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“You’re  an  adult.  It’s  your  right ,”  she  says,  but  I  can  hea r  a  trace  of

                disappoint ment .  I  thi nk   she     feel s  ev en   lonel ier   no w  tha t  I  need   her
                les s   and    les s.   It’s   been   six   mont hs    sinc e   my   father   died ,   and    ev en
                tho ugh    he   wasn’t   good    company,      it   ha s   to   be   wei rd   for   her,   bei ng
                alone.   She  got  a  job  at  one  of  the  el em ent ary  scho ols,  so  she  did  end
                up  moving   here.   She  cho se  a  small  suburb  on  the  outskirts  of  Boston.
                She   bought   a  cute     two-bed room  ho use       on   a  cul-de- sac,  with   a  hu ge

                backyard.  I  drea m  of  plant ing   a  garden  there,   but  tha t  would  req uire
                daily care.  My limit is onc e- a-week  visits. Somet imes  twice.
                    “Wha t are  you going  to do with  all thi s junk ?” she  asks.
                    She’s   right .   There’ s   so   much   junk .   It’ll   take   forev er   to   clea r   thi s
                place  out.  “I  have  no   idea .  I  gues s  I’ll  be  busting   my  ass  for  a  whi le
                bef ore  I can  ev en  thi nk  about dec orating .”
                    “When’ s your last day at the  market ing  firm ?”

                    I smile.  “Yes terd ay.”
                    She  rel ea ses   a  sigh,   and   then  sha kes   her  hea d.  “Oh,   Lily.  I  cert ainl y
                ho pe  thi s works out in  your favor.”
                    We   both    beg in   to   stand    whe n   the   front    door   opens .   There   are
                shel ves   in  the  way  of  the  door,  so  I  careen  my  hea d  around   them   and
                see  a woman  walk in.  Her  ey es  briefl y scan  the  room unt il she  sees  me.

                    “Hi,”  she  says  with  a  wave.   She’s  cute.   She’s  dres sed   wel l,  but  she’s
                wea ring  whi te  capris. A disaster waiting  to ha ppen  in  thi s dust bowl.
                    “Can  I hel p you?”
                    She    tucks   her    purse    benea th    her    arm    and    walks   toward     me,
                ho lding  out her  ha nd . “I’m Allysa,” she  says. I sha ke  her  ha nd .
                    “Lily.”
                    She  tosses   a  thu mb  over  her  sho ulder.  “There’ s  a  hel p  want ed   sign

                out front ?”
                    I  look  over  her   sho ulder  and   raise  an  ey eb row.  “There      is?”  I  di dn ’t
                put up a  he lp wan ted  sign.
                    She   no ds,   and    then   shru gs.   “It   looks   old,   tho ugh, ”   she   says.   “It’s
                probably been  there  a whi le.  I was just out for  a walk and  saw the  sign.
                Was curious, is all.”

                    I  like  her   almost  immed iatel y.  Her  voice  is  plea sant   and   her     smile
                seems  genu ine.
                    My  mother’ s  ha nd   falls  down  on  my  sho ulder  and   she  lea ns   in  and
                kisses    me   on   the   cheek .    “I   ha ve   to   go,”   she   says.   “Open   ho use
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