Page 117 - Thorn In The Heart

Chinh Nguyên

Nguyen stood up to look at them walking away from him
with his angry eyes, and he wished to kill them all in his
possible, but he could not do it. He was crying and sat closed his
uncle body, squeezed his uncle head tightly that broken up by
the bullets of French militarist soldiers in his arms and crying
loudly.

The villagers became poor and poorer after a year under the
control of French militarist and Viet-Minh agents. The houses
had devastated by the bombs and cannon shells of both sides still
there with the sorrow time and tearful in the people's souls. They
saw every day the smoky brick walls, columns reduced, a chunk
of woods and bricks to feel renting their hearts. All the sad
things of war were still lying on the ground beside the big bomb
holes, made the threaten effective on people live and always
scratched on their memories.

Nguyen's mother went back home with her hope that she
will take Nguyen going to Hanoi in safety. She heard a lot of
worse stories, which happened for all the people in the village
by the actions of French soldiers and Vietminh agents. She saw
all the sobbing painful of the villagers' live that occurred to them
at any time in the village. It effected on her thinking and afraid
to get caught by Vietminh agents. Therefore most of the time
she hid in the collapsed house, which uncle Cao had temporary
repair it for Nguyen and his grandparent living together.

One night Uncle Cao left home without a word to any
family member, and nobodies know his reason for leaving.
Nguyen’s grandparent was always sorrow, sobbing and painful
about the death of their youngest son, who killed by French
militarist on the muddy rice field on Nguyen's front eyes.
Sometimes their eyes were full of tears and discussed: Why
Uncle Cao left home without telling anybody? Where was he
living? What was he doing? Most of the questions that his
Grandparent brought up in their minds were unsolved! Because
uncle Cao was an acting person but quietly in his words, he
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