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1 June 2013 —
I stopped by The Jinny Ring today & saw an interesting
sculpture. I asked the shop assistant for the name of the
Artist & before she could get a word out, the manager
popped up from nowhere like that shop keeper out of
Mr. Ben exclaiming "I'm not prepared to give the Artist's
name out. I do know it but I'm not giving his name out
to customers. If I give his name out you could just go off
and get it elsewhere and...." OK! I know she's got a
business to run too but I'm sure mentioning the Artist
won’t bankrupt her; she's probably already making more
money than he is out of his Art. I told her I found that a
very interesting response as an Artist myself not just a
customer...

4 June 2013 —
MY ONE DAY DREAM HOLIDAY: For my Holiday this
year, I would Love ONE DAY where I woke up without
pain and discomfort all thru my body. One day where I
didn't feel constantly sick. Where the daylight didn't feel
like I was being stabbed in the eyes & my head didn't
throb with bight hot vivid pain, where I didn't have
cramp in all my limbs, grinding cracking pains in all my
joints and shooting pains down my hands & fingers.
Where, I could actually feel WARM in the sunshine
instead of seeing that it IS warm & sunny but still feeling
freezing cold, shivering and having blue finger nails &
black feet from lack of blood circulation!...and where I
wake up in the morning feeling rested instead of
exhausted, weak, heavy as lead & reeling from a night of
terror & hallucinations. This is my ONE DAY DREAM
HOLIDAY!