Page 299 - Under the Cover of Darkness

darker earlier. I’m already dreading the days when it’s dull
all day n then dark at 4pm I can’t bear it. By 5pm I
normally start feeling pretty sick n head-achy n have to
take my meds. If it’s still warm and light I can normally
manage to get myself out n about to escape the same 4
walls & get some fresh air and natural light n see some
other humans but - if its dark n cold I can’t muster up
the where-with-all to get out of the flat.

9 August 2014 —
When I go out partying I think "Hmmm, I should really
stay in more. Save money, stop getting intoxicated, have
more time & energy for my Art work..." Then when I
stay in I think "God I need to get out. I’m getting stir
crazy and isolated and lonely and my mind feels
uninspired from lack of interaction or mental
stimulation." I need to find the perfect amount of
"Going-outness"

10 August 2014 —
OH YES!! The Creative muse has struck again! I’m outa
this creative block and got the most magical, fabulous,
riot of weirdly wonderful ideas ranging from the sublime
to the ridiculous partying through my head with
streamers & marching bands like an imagination parade

10 August 2014 —
A very small, sneak peek at a new
altered book I’m working on. This is
the very beginning stage of the
front cover.