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it but just as good at spending it! Very protective over
loved ones; HARD workers; Can be a good friend but if
is disrespected by a friend, the friendship will end.
Romantic! Caring:
(The last line said 4 yrs. bad luck if you don’t share, so I
cut that bit out fro spite. I spit on your manipulative bad
luck threats Facebook)

24 August 2014 —
Is it Sunday now? God I’ve been lying on this bed aching
and seized up like the tin man since I can remember. I
think I better try n stand up at some point before I slip
into a catatonia

25 August 2014 —
I can feel autumn hurtling towards us and I’m dreading it.
My body already seems to have gone into hibernation
mode which I’m fighting hour by hour. Please God help
me survive another autumn / winter!
Right it seems like its autumn then. Pack away everyone. I
don’t have an ounce of strength or energy and ambient
conditions are cold, damp and "greige". Wake me up
when September ends

29 August 2014 —
A man goes to the doctor. Says he's depressed. He says life
seems harsh and cruel. His heart aches and he feels all
alone in a threatening world where what lies ahead is
vague and uncertain. The doctor says "The treatment is
simple. The great clown Pagliacci is in town tonight. Go
and see him that should pick you up." The man bursts
into tears. He says "But doctor... I am Pagliacci."