Page 336 - Under the Cover of Darkness

7 January 2015 —
Do the News media just use stock photos to illustrate
victims and so on? Are people assuming that the photos
of victims actually ARE the victims when really they are
just "Models" picked out of photography catalogues?
What are the moral implications of this? OR is there
another explanation for why I’ve seen the exact same boy
pictured as a Sandy Hook school shooting victim AND a
Peshawar school victim?

10 January 2015 —
HUurrrgggggggh!!! SOOooooo frustrated! So sick of
being surrounded by mess and not having the physical
capacity to deal with it. Sick of tripping over shelves, n
picture frames and curtain rails that should be up o the
wall but are all round the floor cos I can’t manage them.
Fed up of staggering about the place dizzy ad in pain n
with my eyes n nose steaming from the chemo, bin bag in
hand trying to do what bit I can and feeling my
achievements are nowhere near worth the pain ad time
and effort. I’m not feeling very "spiritual" about this, I’m
just feeling GGggrrrRRRRRgggghhhhaaaaarrrrrghh!
I think I can just about handle the mess I can’t get to ‘til a
good day (well, with protest lol!) It’s all the stuff I’m
incapable of doing even on a good day like putting up
curtains n shelves n stuff I don’t have the skills or the
tools or the physical capacity to do. It’s been piling up for
about a year now. I think I’m going to have to hire one of
those odd job men!

13 January 2015 —
Well I come on here when I’ve got something to moan