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them, 'Shirts' v 'Skins' "You be skins Auntie Ona" erm, I
don't think so
17 October 2010
In my skin of the teeth, fly by the seat of your pants life,
it's always time to face the music. What a good job I love
to dance!
21 October 2010
Every day I thank GOD I'm an Atheist
Oh dear, looking at my round, shiny face in a photo makes
me feel worse about eating chocolate and yet makes me
want to eat more of it to console myself about feeling
like such a chubster! Who is that slim, tanned girl next to
me? I ain’t sitting next to her again! I'll sit by my Dad;
he'll make me look better by comparison!
21 October 2010
I felt like shit ran over this morning, two bottles of Pinot
and 8 codeines later I only feel like shit. Ergo equal sum:
alcohol + opiates are the way forward
23 October 2010
People often say 'ooh, you don’t seem like someone with a
mental illness. you cope fine and look "normal"' but I
only just hold it all together like a precarious balancing
act and if one thing slips, my whole life crashes down
around me like a house of cards...
30 October 2010
Out of hospital AND hoping to be strong enough for my
Birthday Celebrations in the pub Tuesday night. I will be
