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 when he works on attaining a calm mind and reminds himself of the   And Hashem is happy when people do so, because that is His entire   It Is Good to Cry Out
 lessons that he has been learning, then the inner sense that every   will (Likutei Moharan I 124):
 sin and every craving constitutes death awakens within him. Then                         It  is important to understand  the nature  of  an outcry. An
 he can argue before Hashem with all his might and with an outcry   “A song, a melody, for the conductor”  (Psalms). The   outcry to Hashem is a state in which a person calls out from the
 of his heart:  Hebrew word for  “conductor”  can be  translated as                     deepest place in his heart. As the verse states, “Their heart cried
              “conqueror.” Thus, this phrase from  Psalms  may be                       out to Hashem”  (Lamentations 2:18). He feels his troubles vividly
 Master of the universe, I need You to rescue me.   rendered, “Sing to the One Who rejoices when people   and distinctly, and he reaches the most genuine intent. The Pele
 Please rescue me right now. Did You create me so   conquer Him”  (Pesachim  119a).  When  a person speaks   Yoetz explains  (Tza’akah): “The meaning of the word ‘outcry’ is
 that I would be like an animal? You created me as   to the Holy One, blessed be He, and in his speech he   that a person raises his voice in prayer from the depths of his heart”
 a member of the human race, but right now I am   employs arguments and requests, he is showing that he   because “a fire is burning in him and, due to his pain, he cannot
 not a human being. Why am I acting in such a way   wants to  conquer the  Holy  One,  blessed  be  He,  as it   keep from crying out loud.”
 that I am an animal, a beast on two legs? Rescue   were. And Hashem, may He be blessed, gains pleasure
 me, save me! You must help me immediately, right   from this. Therefore, Hashem sends this person words   The cry bursts out, but it is something deeply internal.
 now! I cannot continue in this way for even one   so that he will be able to conquer Him, as it were, so   It is an expression of an inner, burning intent that pulses
                                                                                        within a person. Therefore, telling someone to cry out to
 second more. This  is worse than  every prison,   that Hashem will  receive  pleasure.  Without that help,   Hashem is not practical advice. Rather, practical advice is
 every type  of  dungeon,  and  the  harshest  and   it would certainly be  impossible  for  creatures of  flesh   telling him to attain forceful and complete intent, with a
 bitterest punishments. Master of the universe, in   and blood to conquer the Holy One, blessed be He. So   settled mind and with proper visualization in his heart, and
 every craving I lose my heart entirely, I lose that   Hashem, may He be blessed, Himself sends this person   that will lead to a true outcry.
 which is most precious to me. I lose my life because   words and arguments to conquer Him.
 of my foolishness, because of my delusions. Day                                          When  a person cries out about his  spiritual  state,  that means
 after day, I am swept away. I am drowning and   Even if this person is the lowest of the low, even if he has no right   that he has attained whole and forceful intent. He truly intends to
 in terrible danger. I have no strength left. In one   to ask Hashem for anything, he can ask Hashem to draw him close,   change. His outcry to Hashem contains the wholeness of his will,
 more moment, I will be lost. You must save me!  because that is why he was created (Sichot Haran 69):  and thus it is the perfection of the work of the will. The fact that
                                                                                        you are able to come to Hashem and express your intentions every
 Contemplating One’s Prayer  Even if it appears to a person that Hashem, may He be      day is very important and makes an impression in heaven. But go
                                                                                        beyond that and have the ambition to attain a will that is so forceful
              blessed, does not want to draw him close because he has
              brought about a great deal of [spiritual] damage, and even                and strong that it will bring you to truly cry out to Hashem. That is
 I have been asked: Isn’t this type of approach called “contemplating                   the wholeness of will. The holy Zohar states explicitly that “a whole
 one’s prayer”? The Gemara states: “Three things cause [heaven to]   now he is not acting properly and in accordance with His   will” is an outcry (Zohar: Shemot 19b).
 take note of a person’s sins. These are: [standing near] a leaning   will, may He be blessed, he must nevertheless encourage
 wall, contemplating one’s prayer, and wishing heavenly punishment   himself  greatly until  Hashem will  have  compassion on   Rabbi  Berachia said: When the Holy One, blessed
 on  someone  else.”  And  the  Gemara  adds  that “a person  who   him and draw him close to serve Him, because “despite   be He, told Samuel, “I regret that I made Saul king,”
 contemplates his  prayer ends up with  a pained heart”  (Berachot   everything,  I  want  to be a Jew!” Thus,  he wants  to   the verse states that “Samuel grew upset, and he cried
 55a). The commentators explain that this is speaking of a person   conquer Hashem, may He be blessed, as it were. And   out to Hashem the entire night” (Samuel I 15:11). He set
 who thinks that his prayer will certainly be accepted. In keeping with   Hashem, may He be blessed, derives pleasure from the   everything aside and engaged in crying out, because
 this, the halachah states: “Do not think: ‘It is fitting that the Holy   fact that people conquer Him, as it were.
 One, blessed be He, will do what I have asked for, since I prayed                           that is closer to the Holy One, blessed be He, than
 properly.’ To the contrary, that attitude will cause a person’s sins   When a person devotes time to the work of the will every day,   anything else.






























































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