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True Nullification asleep—and not on anything else. The greater your bond with person thus makes his own contribution to the prayers of the
Hashem, the more you will get up refreshed, focused, filled with congregation. And the combination of the prayers recited with
In particular, Rabbi Nachman teaches that the way to nullify energy, and—the main thing—filled with holy will: the desire for intention creates a complete prayer, as Rabbi Nachman teaches (as
cravings is to pray at length and to engage in hitbodedut— Torah, the desire for prayer, the desire to do good things. In short, excerpted from Sichot Haran 75—and see the entire talk, because
specifically, at night. He writes (Likutei Moharan I 52): you will get up to a day of life. Therefore, Rabbi Elazar would it contains powerful encouragement for praying):
pray after his prayer: “May we rise up early and may our hearts
It is only possible to attain nullification by means of yearn to fear Your name” (Berachot 16b). Rabbi Nachman said that it is impossible for a person
hitbodedut. When a person engages in hitbodedut and to pray the entire prayer service with the proper deep
But if, on the other hand, a person wants to sleep, that means
speaks to his Maker, he can nullify all of his cravings and that he wants to be disconnected from Hashem, that he wants to feeling. Rather, every individual can only recite a
evil traits until he can nullify all of his physicality and die. Then his sleep is degraded and impure, and that will affect his part of the prayers with deep feeling. This may be
be absorbed into his root. However, the essence of entire day. Even after he gets up, he continues to “sleep,” he is seen in actuality: one person recites the ketoret with
hitbodedut is [that it be done] at night, at a time spiritually drowsy and tired, and the desire to sleep accompanies deep feeling, another recites pesukei dezimra with
that everyone is free of the distractions of this world. him throughout the day. Thus, he is not alive at all. Why does this deep feeling, and so forth. I saw a teaching on this in
During the day, everyone is chasing after this world, and happen? Because he wants to sleep, and there is a spiritual law that Rabbi Nachman’s writings, but I was unable to copy
that diverts and confuses a person, keeping him from “in the way that a person wishes to go, he is led.” Heaven tells it. However, a little of what I recall from there is that
clinging to and being absorbed into Hashem, may He him: “Do you want to sleep? We will give you the chance to get 13 this corresponds to the statement in the Tikunim (Tikun
be blessed. Even if he himself is not distracted, other abundant sleep. You will sleep and sleep until you will burst from 18) that there are “masters of the hands” and “masters
people are distracted at that time, pursuing the vanities so much sleep. And when you get up, you will get up to a day of the feet,” and so forth. Thus, every individual is
of this world, and so it is hard to attain nullification…. of death. You will be tired, and you will not have any desire for inspired and is able to pray a part of the prayer with
anything.”
Therefore, a person must go off by himself at night on deep feeling, on his level. Therefore, a person should
a lone path to a place where no one else is present. Thus, the description at the beginning of this chapter of the hours not feel downhearted when he sees that although he was
There, he should engage in hitbodedut. He should and years that a person will lose as a result of his unnecessary hours able to pray some part of the prayer with deep intention,
empty his heart and mind of all of the affairs of this of sleep refers only to the loss of quantity. But in addition to that, suddenly that stopped, and he cannot pray properly any
world and nullify everything until he truly attains the there is the loss of quality, because the entire day such a person is more, no matter how hard he tries, because this is how
level of nullification. That is to say, at first he engages in a state of spiritual sleep and torpor. He is not focused and he things have to be. So he should try to recite the rest of
in many prayers and speeches in hitbodedut—at night in accomplishes little, and all of his actions are chaotic and confused. the prayers with absolute simplicity.
an isolated location—until he succeeds in nullifying one Thus, he loses almost his entire life. That is a terrible usury taken
Another aspect of prayer recited with deep feeling is that when a
matter, i.e., in nullifying one particular trait and craving. by the evil inclination that does not exist even in the meanest and person recites one such good prayer, it raises his other prayers that
After that, he engages in a great deal more hitbodedut cruelest black market. he had recited without proper deep feeling and that had not risen.
until he nullifies another trait and craving. And so should The biggest problem is that when a person goes to sleep with the Therefore, it is very much worthwhile to bolster your prayers at all
he act for a long time in hitbodedut—at that time and in desire to sleep, for the entire day he does not see Hashem. Hashem times, because perhaps the present prayer can raise your prayers
that place—until he nullifies everything. speaks with everyone through his reality and through everything that fell to the floor like dead corpses over the days and years when
that happens in his life throughout the day. Hashem gives hints to you were entirely disconnected from the Holy One, blessed be He.
I wrote earlier (in Chapter Five) that it is hard for most people to everyone. When a person sees the hints that Hashem sends him, As Rabbi Nachman says on the verse, “And I pleaded to Hashem
implement this teaching in its simple sense. Therefore, it is possible he may be said to see Hashem. But if he did not sleep a holy sleep, at that time, saying” (Deuteronomy 3:23; Likutei Moharan I 99):
to do this holy service wherever and whenever one wishes. The then his entire day is dark and sad. He does not see Hashem, and
The main thing is that a person work on nullifying his cravings by he does not understand the hints. A person must pray while clinging strongly to Hashem,