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 Know, dear reader, that you can sleep much less—but do   Moharan I 60). Therefore, the great accusation of the evil Haman   if in the end a person does not pray properly. As Rabbi Nachman
 not try to do so by force. You must engage in much work   against the nation of Israel began with “There is a nation” (Esther   teaches  in  Sefer  Hamidot:  “If  a person strengthens himself
 on holiness, pray a great deal and engage in the war of the   3:8), which can be translated as “a nation is sleeping”—meaning,   before prayer and engages in a great deal of preparation, even if
 will with all your might (as will be explained).  state our  sages, that he told Achashverosh  that the nation  of   afterwards he does not pray properly, sufferings will separate
          Israel is asleep in the sense that it is not performing the Torah’s           themselves from him” (Hamtakat Din 38). And Rabbi Nachman also
 We Don’t Want to Sleep  commandments (Megillah 13b).                                   states there: “As a result of a person having the intent to plead
                                                                                        before Hashem, may He be blessed, he gains favor in the eyes of
 Until now, I have demonstrated that sleep does not give life. Now   Rise Up First to Kill Him  Hashem, may He be blessed” (Tefillah 30). But we may presume
 I will return to the topic and explain why the concepts of tiredness                   that preparation will have an effect and that we will feel the great
 and the urge to sleep are tremendous heresy and irreverence. The   Every morning we recite the baraita listing a number of actions   helpfulness  of  preparing.  As Rabbi  Nachman  states: “Before
 concept of “being tired” is extremely negative. The Torah tells that   that have no measure: whose fruits a person enjoys in this world   prayers, a person must cause his spirit to cling to the Creator. As
 when the evil Esau returned from the field, “he was tired” (Genesis   but whose principal remains for him in the world-to-come. One of   a result of this clinging, the words [of prayer] will of themselves
 25:29). Rashi explains that he had returned from murdering, and   these actions is “getting up early to go to the study hall.” The main   emerge from his mouth” (ibid. 76).
 our sages say that he had transgressed five grave sins that day (Bava   thing is to get up early—and that is a great aid to achieve length of   The Hasidim say that preparing for prayer is more valuable than
 Batra 16b), which may be translated as “You were tired and weary   days (Berachot 8a). The greatest service of Hashem is to arise from   the prayer itself, because the intent to do a mitzvah is greater than
 and you did not fear God” (Deuteronomy 25:18).  sleep. Therefore, Rabbi Nachman said, “The essence of the work   doing the mitzvah itself (as is explained in this book). Therefore,
          of a Jew in the winter is to get up at midnight. And in the summer,
 Tiredness results comes from a disconnection from Hashem. A   when the night is very short [outside the land of Israel], he should   when you  recite  korbonot,  pesukei  dezimra  and,  how much
 person who clings to the Life of lives is alive. And a person must   be careful to get up early in the morning, at dawn” (Sichot Haran   more,  the  Sh’ma and its  blessings,  that is  the time to energize
 have  the  will  to  cling to  Hashem  24 hours  a day.  Therefore,  I   301).         yourself  with songs and  praises, with a  maximum  of  intent and
 do not like to speak of “sleep,” because sleep is forgetfulness and                    a maximum of  deep  feeling,  because that is the preparation for
 disconnection from Hashem. The letters of the Hebrew word for   The Gemara states a number of times, “If someone comes to kill   the Shemoneh Esrei, which  is  the principal  part of  prayer. And
 “sleep,” sheinah, can be rearranged to form the word neshiyah,   you, rise up early to kill him.” The holy books state that this alludes   in addition,  blessing will  come  upon a person who,  before  the
 “forgetfulness.” Why does a person go to sleep? In order to gain   to the evil inclination, which comes to kill a person. As the verse   formal prayers, recites Rabbi Elimelech’s Note and other wonderful
 life and strength, and in order to renew his mind. But know that   states: “The wicked one looks at the righteous person and seeks to   prayers.
 sleep does not accomplish any of this. It only damages a person and   kill him” (Psalms 37:32)—and the Gemara interprets this verse as
 disconnects him from Hashem. Therefore, never say, “I am going   referring to the evil inclination (Kiddushin 30b). The counsel against
 to sleep.” The true description of this part of your life must be:   the evil inclination is to “rise up early to kill him.” By waking
 “I am going to cling to Hashem”—in the simple sense. What is the   up early in  the morning  with  alacrity  to serve  the Creator,  you   At Least Once a Day
 rectified aspect of sleep? Absolute clinging to Hashem!  overcome and defeat the evil inclination. In accordance with what I
          have explained here, you may understand that the counsel to wake
 A person must cling to Hashem by means of the Torah, prayer   up is not just one element among others on how to overcome the   I previously quoted the famous Gemara (Berachot 32b) that the
 and keeping the mitzvot. But when he feels that it is hard for him to   evil inclination, but it is the essential element, because the essence   early pietists would sit one hour before prayer and one hour after
 concentrate on Torah learning and prayer, and therefore he cannot   of the inclination is the inclination toward death and sleep—and so   prayer  and spend  one  hour on  prayer  itself.  Usually, when the
 cling to Hashem by means of Torah and prayer, he must bond to   the essence of overcoming it is waking up early.  Gemara refers to an “hour,” it means an indeterminate period of
 Hashem  directly by means of  absolute clinging to Hashem. But                         time and not necessarily an hour. But in this case, the students of
 the desire to sleep is something very lowly. It means that a person   Thus, practically speaking,  all service  of  Hashem consists  of   Rabbeinu Yonah derive from the Gemara that the reference is to
 wants to forget and disconnect himself from Hashem, that he wants   waking  up  from sleep.  The  entire  world and  its activities are  in   a literal hour, and their words are cited in the works of halachah.
          the category of sleep, and a person’s every movement in serving
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