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 may He be blessed. But if at times he cannot pray with that   Hashem is an awakening from sleep. As the Rambam teaches: “A   engaging in a great deal of prayer with the work of the will every
 clinging, he should not say, “I will not pray at all,” even   person is obligated to be punctilious with the mitzvah of putting up   day. Nevertheless, fortunate is the person who is able to keep this
 though he cannot have proper deep feeling, he cannot   a mezuzah, because it is a constant, universal requirement. When   teaching in its plain sense. When a person successfully nullifies his
 pray with clinging, and his prayer is not accepted…. He   a person enters or exits a room and is reminded of the unity of   craving for sleep and wakes up at night, he will be able to implement
 should not say that, but always pray. And if he cannot   Hashem, the name of the Holy One, blessed be He, he will recall   this teaching in its simple sense. Fortunate is he and fortunate is his
 pray with proper clinging, he should [at least] pray with   His love, and he will awaken from his sleep and his madness   portion, and he will see very swift results.
          amidst the vanities of temporary matters. He will know that
 all his might. That is because, when he later prays with   nothing stands forever except the knowledge of the Rock of the   Taking Care
 proper clinging, he will raise all of his previous prayers   world. And immediately he will return to his mindfulness and
 with this prayer that he is now praying properly….  proceed upon upright ways” (Hilchot Mezuzah 6:13).  Every person must realistically evaluate how many hours of sleep

                                                                                         he needs. A person needs to examine himself and remember clearly
          A Question of Life                                                             that he should sleep only in order to fulfill his requirement to do
                                                                                         so, and that every extra minute of sleep is a great loss and a type
 Higher than Prayer  Thus, we see that sleep is absolute evil, and that it does not give   of suicide. You must be aware that six hours is enough or more
          life.  Sleep  is solely  a  decree  of  the  King,  a  coercive  imposition    than enough for everyone. That is a generous amount of sleep. A
 Also, it is known that all holy matters require preparation. As   that we must perform in the right and proper manner. Rabbi Levi   person should go beyond that to aspire and attempt to reduce his
 Rabbi  Nachman  states in  Sefer  Hamidot  (Tefillah 23):  “Every   Yitzchak Bender, an elder of the Breslov Hasidim, used to say that   amount of sleep.
 holy matter requires  preparation and readiness.” In particular,   there is a concept of holy sleep (cf. Likutei Halachot). The question is:   Also,  regarding  the  hours that you  do  need  to  sleep,  if  you
 we  require preparation  for  prayer.  As the  Gemara  tells,  the   how do we attain holy sleep? Where do we begin?
 early pietists would spend an hour  before  prayer (Berachot 30b).   You must know that the central Divine service in regard to sleep   approach this in the right way—i.e., if you yearn and pray until
                                                                                         you receive strength to overcome your craving for sleep (as I will
 Therefore, Rabbi Nachman placed the above teaching under the
 heading of Tefillah—“Prayer.”  takes place when a person is going to sleep. Everything depends on   discuss at length)—you will see that the Holy One, blessed be He,
          what he wants during the minutes in which he first lies down in bed.           will renew your mind in six hours, and you will wake up fresh, filled
 What is preparation for prayer? Preparation is a person’s intention,   If he wants to cling to Hashem, he will receive holy life, mindfulness   with  enthusiasm  and energy.  Over time, as you strengthen and
 yearnings and thoughts of what he wants to achieve, with Hashem’s   and faith, and his sleep will be truly sweet, good and brief. It will   sanctify yourself, you will see that you can renew your mind and
 help. Therefore, we must pray before the formal prayer that we   be a holy sleep. But if he wants to sleep or to rest, heaven forbid,   refresh yourself with less and less sleep. You will be able to sleep
 will be able to recite the formal prayers properly: “Master of the   he removes his mindfulness entirely and remains empty. And when   much less and yet be more awake, more focused and more healthy
 world,  give  me  the  will  and desire  to  pray.  Help  me  stand and   the pit is empty and it does not contain water, snakes and scorpions   to serve Hashem.
 pray at length. Help me not want to get the prayer over with, and   enter, and every power of uncleanness takes control of it, and that   However, the following basic principle must be stated: we  do
 not be dismissive of prayer. Help me insert my intent into every   affects the person the entire coming day (as will be explained).  nothing  by force—“because not by force  does  a man grow
 single word.” The more a person is accustomed to experiencing
           There exists today an extensive school of thought that focuses on
 intentions and good longings throughout the day, the easier it is for   the importance of the “quality of sleep”—but that is the quality of   mighty” (Samuel I 2:9). It is impossible to fight sleep by force, but
                                                                                         only with will and prayer, only by means of the work of the will.
 him to pray. And so Rabbi Nachman teaches in Sefer Hamidot
 (ibid. 50): “As a result of a person’s yearning at night for Hashem,   death. For our many sins, sleep has turned into a “pleasure” and into   I knew a tzaddik who tried to fight against his sleep by force. In
                                                                                         order to keep from dozing off, he would eat and drink many sweet
          “quality time.” As I have explained at length, this is a falsehood of
 may He be blessed, it is easy for him to pray in the morning.” But   the first magnitude—the greatest falsehood of the evil inclination.   things. In the end, he did himself a great deal of harm and grew
 the principal preparation for prayer should take place right before
 prayer.  In truth, sleep should be an absolute bond with Hashem. And the                sick. If he had known of the way of prayer, he would have reached
          quality of a person’s sleep depends solely on the quality of                   better results with much less effort, and he would have maintained
 Preparation itself has its own importance and significance, even   his yearning for and bond with the Creator before he fell   his health for many years.
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