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 word by word with great,  deep  feeling,  with faith in   evil inclination will not fill me with any desire to sleep,   Addendum:
 Your unity. As a result, may I enter into the realm of   and instead my entire resolve will be only to wake up
 faith as I sleep, and may my awareness be strengthened   from sleep. May the evil inclination give me no desire to   Is Sleep on the Sabbath a Delight?
 tremendously by my sleep. Please have compassion on   sleep and to forget You. Instead, may my entire resolve
 me so that I will deposit my neshamah and ruach in Your   be to remain aware of You and of the world-to-come.
 hand. And help me pray with deep feeling, “Illuminate   May the evil inclination give me no urge to sleep and be   Since we are discussing the lowly nature of sleep, we must point
 my eyes … and may my thoughts not frighten me…”   disconnected from You, but may my entire resolve be   out a widespread error. Many people think that the verse, “You
 (Bedtime Sh’ma). May I be saved from the evil inclination   only to bind myself to You, to gaze upon the pleasantness   shall  call the Sabbath  a delight”  (Isaiah  58:13),  means  that there
                                                                                         is value to sleeping many hours on the Sabbath. They like to say
 and from the power of delusions. Instead, while I am   of Hashem and to visit His palace. May I experience no   that the word Shabbat—“Sabbath”—is  an acronym  for  sheinah
 sleeping, may I rise to the level of the world-to-come and   desire to sleep and stop clinging to You. Instead, may   beshabbat ta'anug—"sleep  on the Sabbath  is a delight.”  And
 from there attain a constant awareness of my goal. May   my entire desire be only to cling to You. Please rescue   they point out that the Sabbath song, Mah Yedidut, states that
 I be among those who are called masters of accounting,   me from the evil inclination, which wants to fill me with   “sleep is praiseworthy, reviving the spirit….”
 taking a personal accounting and doing teshuvah for the   the  false  sweetness of  sleep.  Help  me  experience  true
 entire day.  sweetness, which is the sweetness of the Torah, prayer                       But you must be aware that this is the counsel of the evil inclination.
              and clinging to You.                                                       Since a very exalted light shines on the Sabbath—as the holy books
 Master of the universe, please give me the strength to                                  teach, one hour of Torah learning on the Sabbath is worth 1,000
 guard my mind and awareness in holiness throughout the   Please, You Who awaken the sleepers, when I lie down   hours on a weekday—the evil inclination, whose entire purpose is
 entire day. Please help me sanctify myself during the day   in bed, help me know that I am in a great war and in great   to kill a person’s time (as already discussed), wants to kill a person’s
 and cause my thoughts to cling strongly to the world-  peril, that the evil inclination of sleep is enticing me with   precious hours on the holy Sabbath. Therefore, we see with our
                                                                                         own eyes that the evil inclination of sleep is much stronger on the
 to-come, so that when I fall asleep my soul will rise to   the aim of seizing me and casting my soul into impure   Sabbath than it is during the week.
 the world-to-come. As soon as I wake up, may my first   places, where the unclean “husks” will pull at it so that
 thought be the awareness of the world-to-come. Please   it will remain among them. Master of the universe, help   The spiritual explanation for this is that on the Sabbath an exalted
 have compassion on me so that when I am asleep my   me know that a person’s principal yearning and desire for   and wonderful light shines. When a person is suddenly exposed to
 mind will enter the realm of faith, and may my mind be   You occurs during the night. Please have compassion on   a bright light without a way to shield his eyes, he is blinded and
 renewed as though it is being re-created. May my mind   me and help me yearn with all my might to cling to You   closes his eyes. In spirituality as well, when a person is exposed to a
 be especially perfected and renewed by sleep. Please help   alone. Enlarge this intention until it is tremendous. Place   great spiritual light and does not have a way to deal with the light,
 me so that by as a result of sleeping in a state of holiness   my spirit in Your hand alone. May I meditate with all my   he closes his spiritual eyes and falls into a deep slumber. Therefore,
 I will see You the entire day and I will understand the   might on the world-to-come and cling to the world-to-  we must prepare many appropriate instruments so that we will be
 hints that You send me throughout the day—a faculty   come. May it be my entire will that my soul will appear   able to receive the light of the holy Sabbath, and during the entire
                                                                                         week we must pray to merit being worthy of receiving the light of
 that depends on holy sleep. Rescue me from the desire   before You in its beauty. May my soul appear before   the Sabbath.
 to sleep, which causes a person to be disconnected from   You with all of its will concentrated on gazing upon the
 You throughout the day so that he does not see You,   pleasantness of Hashem and visiting His palace. Then my   Awaken, Awaken!
 he does not sense You, and he does not understand the   nefesh, ruach and neshamah will rise straight up to You,
 hints that You send him on how to serve You.  and the assassins and unclean “husks” will be unable to   The entire nature of the Sabbath is awakening from sleep. During
              stop them and rule over them. Help me repeat the verse,                    the week, a person is distracted by the affairs of this world, which
 The main thing is that You will rescue me so that the   “I  place  my spirit in Your hand.  You have  redeemed   correspond to  sleep,  and he  does  not have  free  time to  think
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