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dinner  with  Allysa and  Marsha ll.

                    Allysa  is  due  in  a  few   week s,  so  she’s  forcing   as  much  couple  time
                on   us   as   she   can.    She’s   worri ed    we’l l   stop   coming    to   visit   after   the
                baby  is  born,   whi ch  I  kno w  is  ridiculous.  The  visits  will  just  grow  more
                freq uent . I alrea dy love  my ni ece  more  tha n  any  of them , any way.
                    Okay, maybe  no t. But it’s close.
                    I   try   to   avoid   get ting    my   ha ir   wet    as   I   rins e   off,   bec ause   we’re

                alrea dy runni ng  late.  I grab my razor  and  pres s it und er  my arm when
                I hea r a crash.  I pause.
                    “R yle?”
                    Nothi ng .
                    I fini sh  sha ving  and  then  wash the  soap off. Ano ther  crash.
                    What  in the  world  is he  do ing?
                    I turn  off the  water  and  grab a towel , runni ng  it over  mysel f. “R yle! ”

                    He  still does n’t res pond . I pull my jea ns  on  in  a hu rr y and  open  the
                door as I’m pulling  my shi rt over  my hea d. “R yle?”
                    The  ni ght stand  by our  bed  is tipped  over. I move  to the  living  room
                and   see  hi m  sitting   on  the  ed ge  of  the  couch,   hi s  hea d  in  one  of  hi s
                ha nd s. He’s looking  down  at somet hi ng  in  hi s other  ha nd .
                    “Wha t are  you doing ?”

                    He    looks   up   at   me   and    I   don’t   rec ogni ze   hi s   ex pres sion.    I’m
                conf used   by  wha t’s  ha ppeni ng .  I  don’t  kno w  if  he      just  got  bad  new s
                or  . . . Oh,  God.  Allysa.
                    “R yle,  you’re  scaring  me.  Wha t’s wrong ?”
                    He   ho lds   up   my   pho ne   and    just   looks   at   me   like   I   sho uld   kno w
                wha t’s  ha ppeni ng .  When      I  sha ke  my  hea d  in  conf usion,   he  ho lds  up  a
                piec e  of paper. “Funny  thi ng ,” he  says, set ting  my pho ne  on  the  coffee

                table  in  front   of  hi m.  “I  dropped   your  pho ne  by  accident .  Cover  pops
                off. I find  thi s nu mber  hi dden  in  the  back of it.”
                    Oh,  God.
                    No , no, no.
                    He  crumbles   the  nu mber  in  hi s  fis t.  “I  tho ught ,  ‘Huh.   That ’s  weird.
                Li ly  do esn’t  hi de   thi ngs  from  me.’ ”  He  stand s  up  and   picks  up  my  pho ne.

                “So  I  called   it.”  He  tight ens   his  fis t  around   the   pho ne.   “He’s  lucky  I
                got   hi s   fucking    voice   mail.”   He   chu nk s   my   pho ne   clea r   across   the
                room and  it crashes  agains t the  wall, sha tteri ng  to the  floor.
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