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His   mother     reaches    for   me   and    pulls   me   in   for   a   hu g,   and    her

                laught er  is  ev er ythi ng   I  need   to  get   me  thro ugh  thi s  moment .  “Lily!”
                she  says, pushi ng me  out to arm’s leng th  so she  can  get  a good look at
                me.   “Sweet ie,   I  don’t  thi nk   you’re   a  blasphem ous  who re.   You’re        the
                ang el  I’ve  been  praying  would land  in  R yle’s lap for the  last ten  yea rs!”
                    She  ushers   us  int o  the  apartment .  R yle’s  father  is  the  nex t  to  greet
                me    with   a   hu g.   “No,   defini tel y   no t   a   blasphem ous   who re, ”   he   says.

                “Not  like    Marsha ll  here,   who   sank   hi s  teet h   int o  my  little   girl  when
                she  was  onl y  sev ent een. ”  He  glares   back  at  Marsha ll,  who   is  sitting   on
                the  couch.
                    Marsha ll  laughs .  “Tha t’s  where      you’re  wrong ,  Dr.  Kinc aid,  bec ause
                Allysa  was  the  one  who   sank   her  teet h  int o  me  firs t.  My  tee th  were  in
                ano ther  girl who  tasted  like  Cheet os and  . . .”
                    Marsha ll doubles  over  when  Allysa el bows hi m in  the  side.

                    And    just   like   tha t,   ev er y   sing le   fea r   I   ha d   ha s   vani shed .   They ’re
                per fec t. They ’re  no rmal. They  say who re and  laugh  at Marsha ll’s jokes .
                    I couldn ’t as k for an ythi ng better.
                    Three  hours  later,  I’m  lying   on  Allysa’s  bed   with  her.  Thei r parent s
                went   to  bed   earl y,  claiming   jet  lag.  R yle  and   Marsha ll  are  in  the  living
                room, watchi ng  sports. I ha ve  my ha nd  on  Allysa’s stomach,  waiting  to

                feel  the  baby kick.
                    “Her    feet    are   right    here, ”   she   says,   moving    my   ha nd    over   a   few
                inc hes . “Give  it a few  sec ond s. She’s rea lly active  toni ght .”
                    We    rema in    quiet    whi le   we   both   wait   for   her   to   kick.   When   it
                ha ppens , I squea l with  laught er. “Oh  my God! It’s like  an  alien! ”
                    Allysa   ho lds   her   ha nd s   on   her   stomach,    smiling .   “Thes e   last   two
                and    a   ha lf   mont hs    are   going    to   be   hel l,”   she   says.   “I’m   so   rea dy   to

                meet  her.”
                    “Me  too. I can’t wait to be  an  aunt .”
                    “I can’t wait for you and  R yle  to ha ve  a baby,” she  says.
                    I   fall   ont o   my   back   and    put   my   ha nd s   behi nd    my   bed .   “I   don’t
                kno w if he  want s any. We’v e  nev er  rea lly talked  about it.”
                    “It   doesn’ t   matter   if   he   does n’t   want    any,”   she   says.   “He   will.   He

                didn’t  want   a  rel ations hi p  before  you.  He  didn’t  want   to  get   marri ed
                bef ore  you, and  I feel  a proposal coming  on  any  mont h  no w.”
                    I  prop  my  hea d  up  on  my  ha nd   and   face  her.  “We’v e  barel y  been
                toget her    six   mont hs .   Pret ty   sure   he   want s   to   wait   a   lot   long er   tha n
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