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I  duly  prepared  my  lantern  slides  (yep,  3”  x  4”  glass

               slides), and reviewed my presentation content over and
               over  and over  and  over  ad  nauseam.  I’m  sure  drivers
               observing me from their cars thought I was nuts since I

               never stopped talking to myself. The auditorium was large
               and  filled  with  a  couple  of  hundred  people.  I  was
               scheduled for the third day of the symposium.  I closely

               observed each and every speaker in those first two days,
               noting that some presenters were skilled, smooth, knew
               their  subject  well,  and  answered  the  Q&A  confidently

               after the presentation.


               Others  were  really  poor  and  read  their  paper  word  for
               word and appeared pretty shaky in front of the  critical
               audience.  I  realized  that  I  really  knew  my  stuff  and
               should have no problem with the Q&A, but I was really

               frightened at the aspect of standing up and presenting my
               work.


               When I was called, on that fateful third day, I gave my
               slides to the projectionist, stood at the podium and began

               to talk. Like before, knees shook, and voice trembled for
               about the first three minutes.  Suddenly, and  I have no
               explanation for this, the knees stopped vibrating, my voice
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