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I was feeling totally exhausted.  instruct the driver – these are
        Even though Gurudev had been     not for the  swamis. Please see
        with us the previous week, I     that only the  brahmacharis and
        was missing him. He had left     students (of the Vedanta
        for Chicago to inaugurate Badri,  Course) get them.
        the new mission centre there.       She could go to Gurudev’s
        Understanding my condition he    kutia any time. When Guruji had
        said, “Come over.” I was hesi-   first joined the ashram, he would
        tant. The next day he spoke to   tell her, “Amma, I am also
        Mummy and told her that he       coming with you to meet
        wanted me to go over to          Swamiji.” About her generosity,
        Chicago for a few days. So she   Gurudev said, “She was like the
        readily offered to look after Laju  flowing Ganga …” The connec-
        and the house. The next day, I   tion between them was very
        left for Chicago, spent a few    deep. I firmly believe that there
        days there and recharged         must have been some connec-
        myself. This was Gurudev’s       tion in their past life.
        compassion! He always said to
        all: Reach out to me. I am there
                                          To conclude, how would
        for you.
                                          you describe your journey?

         We have heard a lot about
                                         I see it continuing from this life-
         Kamala Amma’s generosity.       time to another. Gurudev has
         Please tell us about that.
                                         awakened me and I never want
                                         to go back to sleep. He has
        She was generous to a fault. She  always been a part of my life.
        would very often donate um-      There have been difficult
        brellas, blankets, clothes, bed-  moments, but when I look
        sheets and so on. Gurudev had    around, I always see him by my
        told her to look after all the   side with a laughing face.
        brahmacharis as her own chil-    Gurudev’s love will sustain me
        dren. He would say, “Since your  for the rest of my journey till I
        one son lives abroad and the     meet Him, where he is waiting
        other (Gurudev) keeps travel-    for all of us. I can never say,
        ling, all these children are there  “He ‘was’ my Guru.” It is
        for you.” So Mummy would         always: He  is my Guru!
        send baskets of fruits and


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