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Chapter 20       A Sign

               While resting on the couch in the cabin, still coming to grips with what had
               transpired over the last year, and the good news from the week before, I
               received an email.  It was from Linda, my dad’s wife.  I thought, hmmm, I
               wonder what she could be emailing about.  We’d just talked.

               As I read the email, I was in shock once again.  One of our dearest family
               friend’s (Donna) who I had known all my life, had been diagnosed a month
               before with a cancerous choroidal nevus, just as I had.  Her mole was in the
               same location as mine.  I couldn’t believe it.  It was absolutely
               unbelievable.  Someone that I knew, was among the 6 out of 1 million going
               through what I had.

               Linda asked if I could give her a call, because Donna was scared.  There was
               no doubt, I’d do just that.  I knew exactly what she must be feeling, how
               scared she must be and how little positive information there was out there
               about this rare cancer.  I quickly called the number Linda given me.

               The number was to Donna's daughter Tracy’s cell phone.  When I called, I spoke with
               Tracy first and learned about where her mom was in the process and the details of her
               mom’s cancerous mole.  It was exactly like mine, but bigger.  She didn’t know the exact
               size, only to say it was on the larger size of medium.  Her mom had also had a blood
               vessel that had irrupted, which had caused her some vision loss.  The way Tracy
               described her mom’s vision was just as I had described it.  There was a gray shadow.  I
               told her I knew exactly what she was talking about.  I had that too, but my shadow was
               due to the fluid linking from my mole onto my retina.  However, the gray shadow in my
               eye, had changed to permanent loss of vision due to the Heat Laser treatment I had
               tried before Radiation Therapy.

               Once I had the story, Tracy passed the phone to her mom.  Donna, who is 82
               years old.  Donna is the sweetest lady I've ever meet  She reminds me of an
               angel.  She’d always called me Teri Anne, which I loved.  Whenever I heard
               someone call me that, I knew it was someone I’d known for a very long time.

               I could hear the fear and uncertainty in her voice.  As we talked, I told her my
               story with the hopes it would lessen her fear about the whole process and
               help answer any questions she might have had.   Most importantly, I wanted
               her to know that I was here and she could call me anytime.

               There was very little information given to me about what to expect throughout
               the process, and the internet only offered horrible stories.   All I wanted was to
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