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2. If you do not have the blood of Jesus, the first love

by forsaking me?, Is this love to the extent that you even

hand over me to Satan?’
We cannot dare to guess this bitterness of Jesus. How-
ever, we must be able to hear and understand this desper-
ate cry. Only the one, who fully realizes and knows that the
weight of own sin is as big as Jesus must suffer the crucifix-

ion and enter Satan’s death, can see and understand. Only
the one, who feels the suffering of the soul in his spirit, can
understand how big is the pain that must be forsaken by God
and enter into death. Otherwise, none can talk about the suf-
fering of Jesus on the cross. It is the desperate cry that only a

real sinner can hear with the ear of his soul. That is the des-
perate cry heard to the soul of sinners. That was a cry to call
like this, ‘Are you sinners? if then, come to Me, see the love
of God who wanted to save sinners, even by forsaking Me, if

you are sinners, come to Me, get freedom from sins and get
eternal life’.

Indeed, there is no sinner whom Jesus is looking for, so
people don’t have eyes to see their sins, nor have a sense.

Therefore, when they talk about the suffering of Jesus on the
cross, they say that because Jesus was also a man, He was so
painful with crucifying on the cross and how painful and

distressing He was, so He cried out desperately, ‘My God,
my God, why have you forsaken me’, but it is that they

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