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Living Passionately



                             and Idealistically





                                     Rabbi Dr. Yosef Bronstein


      The importance of Ratzon         perfection. Contemplating this chasm   essential ratzon” (Orot HaKodesh 3, pg.
                                       will nourish one’s primal desire for per-  28 [introduction]).
              s a kabbalist, Rav Kook often   fection and closeness to G-d. Teshuvah
              underscored the importance   then can help the inner ratzon grow
              of a human being’s ratzon                                  The Simcha of Sukkot
      A (“will” or “desire”). When     from a small spark to a raging fire, from   This  is  why  the  holiday  season  of
      stripped down to its core, a person’s   a subconscious drive to a conscious and   Tishrei concludes with Sukkot. True
      essential ratzon is “a small spark of the   omnipresent organizing principle in   teshuvah, as painful as it is, must con-
      great flame of… G-d’s will.” Just as G-d   one’s life (Orot HaTeshuva 9:1–2).  clude with a sense of joy and vitality.
      desires the betterment of the world and                            The painful contemplation of the gap
      all its inhabitants, so, too, deep down,   A Unified Personality   between the real and the ideal does
      every person has an identical burning                              not end in despondency but in the
      drive. Our most elemental desire is that   Teshuvah, though, can also have a det-  joyful realization that we are blessed
      each individual and the world collec-  rimental impact on a person’s ratzon.   to live in G-d’s presence and have the
      tively live the ideal life of perfection   True High Holiday teshuvah requires   wherewithal to constantly strengthen
      and connection to G-d (Orot HaKodesh   one to amputate specific external   that connection (Orot HaTeshuva 16:3).
      3, p. 39).                       drives that have become appended to   Teshuvah broadens our field of vision,
                                       the pure soul (Orot HaTeshuva 8:1). This   allowing us to see new spiritual oppor-
      Due to our complex makeup, this   severing of the less idealistic parts of
      primal  passion  is  often  concealed.   our identity can negatively affect the   tunities on the horizon. This joyful
      Instead, we focus on more limited   one doing teshuvah.            excitement should be the dominant
      goals and desires. We crave fulfilling                             emotion that we gain through the
      relationships, a good job, or success                              months of Ellul and Tishrei. And so the
      in specific projects. As Jews, however,                            apprehensive opening days of Tishrei
      our mission is to constantly analyse                               cannot be complete without the joy
      our drives and passions and work to                                of Sukkot. Through serving G-d with
      connect each specific passion back to   True High Holiday teshuvah   joy, we will reinvigorate our ratzon and
      our core desire for spiritual perfection.   requires one to amputate specific   passionately pursue an optimistic life
      Through a process of “moral toil,” we   external drives that have become   of serving G-d.
      are called to elevate ourselves above                              “A tzaddik must believe in himself that
      the “vicious and narrow cycle of lim-  appended to the pure soul.  he is fit to experience joy in the per-
      ited desires” and consciously realize                              formance of mitzvot, such a joy that
      how each of our passions is part of this   Rav Kook explains that a person – body   the entire world is not worthy of it…
      “great tapestry” of the general pining   and soul, mind and heart, yetzer hatov   And particularly in the times of joy…
      for perfection (Orot HaKodesh 3, p. 40).  and yetzer hara – is a holistic entity. If,   we banish from our hearts gloomy
                                       before engaging in teshuvah, a person   calculations that can cloud a person’s
      Ratzon and Teshuvah              was passionate for physical pleasure,   spiritual life. Rather, we are happy with
                                       the redirecting of these drives can   G-d, in the sanctity of His light that is
      Rav Kook highlighted several aspects   potentially weaken a person’s general   revealed in our souls… and we spiritu-
      of religious life that are ideal oppor-                            ally connect with [G-d’s light], with the
      tunities for cultivating and revealing   vitality and zest for life. A diminish-  vitality of His sanctity that gives life to
      this elemental ratzon (see, for example,   ment of even negative desires can   all” (Shemoneh Kevatzim 2:222).
      Orot HaKodesh 3, 77). One such exam-  leave a person more blasé and less pas-
      ple is the process of teshuvah. When a   sionate than before, or in Rav Kook’s
      person thinks seriously about his cur-  language, with a debilitated  ratzon.
      rent spiritual state or the state of his   Rav Kook writes that the beginning
      family, community, or the world as a   of one’s growth in Yirat Shamayim is
      whole, he will immediately realize the   often accompanied by a wave of “pas-  Rabbi Dr. Yosef Bronstein is a faculty member
      significant gap that exists between the   sivity” as a person incorrectly associ-  of Michlelet Mevaseret Yerushalayim and
      present reality and the Torah’s vision of   ates religious life with “losing one’s   Yeshiva University.


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