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Chapter 2

                         Heartaches
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            H
                 olding  onto  heartaches  turned  into
                 my own private monsters:
                Oh, the anger and the pain, the hate,
            the bitterness that overwhelms my whole
            being. See what he has done to me. Look
            and see and feel the pain and sadness
            he  brought  into  my  life.  The  frustration
            envelopes me and the anger grows like
            its own being inside of me. I feel like I will
            burst. How I want to run away and hide,
            to be alone to lick my wounds.
                My soul cries out to God, “Save me
            from such undeserved treatment.” Does
            God hear me? Where is He?

                I cannot shake this anger. It lingers
            on and on, year after year, eating away
            at my heart. Who says, “Forgive?” How




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