Page 280 - Under the Cover of Darkness

27 May 2014 —
...I wonder if, when I'm not where I want to be in life, I am
unknowingly where I'm ''supposed'' to be according to
my pin head sized place in the huge orchestra that is this
Fractal Geometric Fibonacci Universe? (I can't find the
emoticon for contemplative)
....like if we could pan back and look from a distance we'd
be a specific dot in a specific place in a pattern.

27 May 2014 —
I want to start my own You Tube channel around my Art
to increase my audience and website traffic, I want to
keep up with writing my blog more regularly - at least
once a month, I have 2 commissions to complete and 4
exhibitions so far planned this year, I want to get this
room sorted into a proper, organised Art studio...... My
body on the other hand wants to sleep, sleep, sleep and
sleep.
I am SO frustrated with being a prisoner trapped inside
this fibromyalgia body! I need to invent some kind of
flash stick I can jam straight into my brain and just down
load all the creativity without having to rely on an aching,
swollen, weak, wobbly, pain riddled, exhausted body.
Grrrrrrrrrrr!

27 May 2014 —
We were talking about AUTISM and Hypersensitivity
yesterday so I thought it might be a good time to share
my blog on Synaesthesia again. Of course, what I really
want to do is write fresh, new blogs on a regular basis but
at the moment my frantic mind is trapped inside my
'effing useless' fibromyalgia riddled body.