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appointing characters for people!......

8 May 2014 —
I've been pretty much in bed for the past week. I managed
to get to Oddfest "in person" but inside I struggled all
through the day, I seem to remember towards the end I
failed to hold my distress in & some of it started leaking
out of my eyes! That’s why I sometimes don't come out
at all. My whole body has hurt top to toe with this
Fibromyalgia - even my HAIR hurts! I've had RLS for 4
days, I'm always exhausted but I can never sleep - all the
days have merged together into one long run of dim to
dark to dim to dark... but I THINK I can get myself back
together now. So PLEASE send me POSITIVE
ENERGY! Remarks of encouragement, stupid
comments, 'likes', smiley faces are all welcome to fuel my
ass to get up and out THANK YOU!

9 May 2014 —
Are some people more sensitive than others? Is it just
personality? Or part of the bi-polar? Or "is it just me" as
they say..... The Highly Sensitive Person: How to Thrive
When the World Overwhelms You. How to cope when
the world overwhelms you?
I think the Vincent song describes it well and I'm always
trying not to cry when they sing Vincent at music night
down the pub here. Well I'll continue to try n utilise this
'gift/ affliction' whatever it is in my Art.

10 May 2014 —
Just finished this exploding heart! Scarlet hearts, blackened
on the edges as if from being burnt in the explosion. The