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I  don’t  have  much  of  a  natural  poker   face.  I’m  an  out go ing  guy   and  tend  to
                wear   my   heart   on   my   sleeve.   Instead   of   trying   to   chan ge   my   persona lity,   I

                learned  how  to  use  it  to  my  advantage.  Whi le  some  ches s  pl ayers  spe nd  a  lot  of
                energy maintaining a stony front, I let oppo nen ts read  my facial expr essions  as I
                moved  through  thought  processes.  My  goal  was  to  use  my  natur al  pe rsona lity
                to  dictate  the  tone  of  the  struggle.  Just  how  a  poker   player  might   hum   a  tune

                to  put  it  in  the  head  of  an  opponent  (ther eby  “getting   in  hi s  head” ),  I  would
                control  the  psychology  of  the  game  by  unmas ki ng     myself.  If  I  sat  up   hi gh   in
                my chair in a natural display of confi          ce, my oppo nen t might  wonde r if I was
                covering   something     up.   Was   this   reverse   ps ychology ?   Maybe   reverse   reverse

                psychology.  Maybe reverse reverse reverse psychology ? In  addi tion  to the  moves
                I  made  on  the  board,  I  was  posing  another   set  of  conundr um s  for  an  oppo ne nt
                to ponder.
                    Of  course  I  was  not  so  transparent.  Mixed  in  with  my  gen ui ne  impr essions

                would  be  misleading  furrows  of  the  br ow,  trickles  of  fear,  or  subt le  fl  ters  of
                excitement.  Sometimes this type of decep tion  woul d  simpl y inv olve the  timing
                of  a  sip  of  water  or  a  flicker  of  my  eyes.  But   not  always.  Agai nst  some  rivals,  I
                would  be  completely  straightforward  emotional ly  with  no   attempt   at  pr etens e.

                This open-book quality might cont inue  from one  tour nam ent to the  ne xt.  Over
                time,   my   barely   perceptible   tells   were   steadi ly   reliabl e,   and   my   oppo ne nt
                would trust what he was seeing.  Gradual ly,  my mood  woul d  become pa rt of hi s
                evaluative process—like a leg a martial artist is condi tioned  to lean  on  be fore it

                is swept away.  When the right moment or critical game was at hand,  and  I was
                faintly   misleading   about   my   current   level   of   con   ce,   I   coul d   pr ovoke    an
                overextension or an overly cautious deci sion. T hi s was a delicate dance.
                    At the same time, I was a careful obs erver of my rivals’ rhy thm s. As I moved

                into  my  late  teenage  years,  many  of  my  tour nam ents  were  closed,  inv itationa l
                events   where    ten   to   fourteen   very   strong   players   gather ed   for   two-week
                marathons.  These  were  psychologi cal  wars.  Imagine  four teen  world- class  che ss
                players  living  together  in  a  small  resort  abo ve  a  Bermuda   cliff.  We  ate  meals

                together,  took  walks  on  the  beach,  formed  compl icated  friends hi ps ,  compa red
                notes  about  our  approaches  to  the  game—and  every  afterno on  at  three  o’clock,
                we   went   to   battle.   This   type   of   env ironm ent   was   a   hotbed    of   psycho logi cal
                maneuvering.

                    It was during these years that I began  to dr aw the  parallels bet ween  pe opl e’s
                life   tendencies   and   their   chessic   dispo sitions .   Great   pl ayers   are   all,   by
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