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UNDERNEATH IT ALL


               Mom  looked  at  us  briefly  and  said,  “You  sure  you  girls  are
          comfortable wearing those… clothes?”

               My sister and I exchanged confused looks, and I said, “Yeah, why

          ask?”
               “Because you look… different,” Mom said, pausing at some point

          in her words.
               “What do you mean?” Jirelle asked curiously.

               “Well…  y’all  are  Black  girls,  so  wearing…  pleat  skirts  won’t
          really suit you. And Jirelle, you normally wear oversized sweaters and

          baggy pants. Jorelle, you… well—”

               “Mama,  there’s  nothing  wrong  with  what  I’m  wearing  or  what
          Jorelle’s wearing. As long as we like it and it suits us, then it’s fine.

          Also, us being Black doesn’t mean we can’t wear what we like,” Jirelle
          snapped.

               Now, when I said “snapped,” I didn’t mean Jirelle raised her voice
          at Mom. It’s just that in our family, we’re very honest people—even if

          it means being rude. As long as it’s the truth, then it’s a little bit okay.

          And  Mom  was  kind  of  judging  us,  so  Jirelle  had  to  step  in.  She
          promised me when I was ten that anytime someone was being mean,

          she would defend me and protect me—even if it meant standing up to

          our own family.
               But if you’re thinking about my enemy, he’s different from the

          usual bully. Jirelle has no business with me and would never have time
          to meet him in school for a pep talk or something.

               “Okay, I’m sorry. I didn’t mean it,” Mom said.



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