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not anything supernatural or spiritual, because she could not

                                hear the voices and she didn't see the table shake inside the
                                house. We went to a church, but there was no priest available.
                                I eventually found a priest at another church who referred me
                                to the only church in San Antonio that would perform
                                exorcisms; St. Mary Magdalene. I didn’t know where it was

                                located, but I didn’t have any gas money, so I knew that I
                                wouldn’t be able to get there that day. I was terrified to go
                                back home. I could hear laughing and a voice was telling me
                                that he was poking holes in my feet while I was sitting in the

                                car with Nicole. There was no escape. I had no power to stop
                                it. The police could not save me. My parents could not save
                                me. My boss could not save me. I could not save me. No one
                                on Earth could save me. I had no control. This wasn’t just
                                about hearing voices. I could feel pain in my feet. It felt as if

                                sharp fingernails were being driven in the bottom of my feet
                                while a voice told me that he was drinking my blood. I felt
                                tortured. This became a frequent occurrence.

                                       I started complaining about the pain and told Nicole
                                what the voice was saying, against my better judgment. Then
                                Nicole and I started fighting. I drove around for a while and

                                then decided to go home. I was scared and felt helpless. It
                                was one thing to mess with me, but to threaten to mess with
                                my daughter was fueling a stronger desire for immediate
                                help. I had no idea that this was going to get worse. I wrote

                                this my journal:



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