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I was sitting on my bed listening to John and Dina

                                fight (I had no choice but to listen) when I heard a loud male
                                voice yell at me, as if he were close to my face, “John Marshall
                                is a loser!” “How can you possibly love him?” “Why would
                                you even want him?” I immediately asked who he was. I had
                                a sense of dread about this one. He said his name was Larry

                                and that he was a demon. I asked him where he was. He said
                                that he was sitting beside me on the bed. He asked if I wanted
                                him to show himself to me. I said, “No!” I jumped off my bed
                                and started walking towards the living area and began feeling

                                swirling energy move around my feet. I could hear his
                                laughter. He enjoyed my fear. I thought about that fact for a
                                while. He went on to tell me that there were many demons
                                inside of me. I finally realized there was no escape. I could
                                not get away, so I went back to my room and laid down on

                                my bed.

                                       It began to feel like a cover of darkness was slowly
                                being laid over me. The red candle was still burning on my
                                nightstand. It was the only light in the room. My mind began
                                to slow down. My thoughts were in slow motion, and I had
                                no control over this.  What was about to happen to me, I

                                thought. I felt hypnotized and severely drugged. I wasn’t
                                taking any drugs or my prescribed Adderall, only Benadryl. I
                                could hear my own cell phone voicemail recording coming
                                out of my bedroom radio speaker saying, “I’m not available

                                right now, but if you leave a message, I’ll call you right back.”
                                It was so loud, and it was MY voice. They could imitate my

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