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voice say that when I thought something completely different

was messing with my head. Also, if I had a certain thought in
my head, or verbalized certain thoughts out loud, such as “I
love God,” I'd hear my own voice override that and say, “I
love Satan,” at the same time. This worried me because I
would hear my own voice say that I loved Satan and invite

demons to come over. Something was trying to control how
I thought and using the sound of my voice to do it. Listening
to my own voice changing words, and believing that God,
John, and Dina could hear it, brought on much anxiety and

severe distress.
Also, my voice could be heard from any area in the

house. Most of what I thought was twisted around. I began
yelling out loud protesting, “I didn’t say that.”

I must have been asked 50 or more questions that
night and all my answers were mixed with lies. I could hear
my voice telling John and Dina those lies. When I would start

to protest about the lies to Larry, he would command that I
remain quiet. He said that he was trying to help me, and that
he loved me, which I thought was ridiculous because he was
a demon, and demons can't love.

I then heard Larry tell John that he could only choose
one of us and that whoever he didn’t pick, Larry was going to

take to Hell with him. This went on for a long time. John
would choose me then Dina would scream for help and John
would change his mind. Then he would select Dina. I would

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