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of jealousy, he broke up with me again in June of 2008,

because he thought I had cheated on him with one of my guy
friends, Brad. At that time, the voices came right back but so
did my total faith in God! I felt as though my soul was up for
grabs!

Once it was over between us, I began going out for

more drinks and conversation with Brad. Things quickly
turned into an intimate relationship with Brad, but we
weren't a couple. Brad had introduced me to some magician
friends of his, and we would hang out with them at a magic
bar. I had become close friends with one of them named Pete
who ended up in a serious relationship with one of my close

girlfriends, Katheryn. We would spend nights going from
parties to bars watching magic tricks, but some of the dark
and heavy close-up magic, which included mind reading,
made me feel sick. Pete and a close magician friend of his said

that my face looked white one night, so they both decided to
stop. They said that other people had the same type of
reaction to that type of magic. I had felt that the force of
magic that night was evil. I felt a disgust for it.

Later, because I was seeking something to make me
feel better, I snorted a street drug I had never done. I later

met Brad and some other friends at a bar to watch a local
band. I told Brad that I was high. A few hours into watching
a band, we all decided to leave. Brad walked me to my car,
looked me in the eyes and said, “I don’t like you like that. I’ll

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