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Drinking alone is not the best feeling to have. It feels like you seek some
company which is long lost, almost not there. You want to be with them, but
somehow they are too far away, almost oblivious. But then, you see them, it
is all you ever wanted. It is the best and the worst feeling in the world. Then
you ask yourself, should you be happy or should you be happy at all?
Should you be happy that you’ve finally found them or should you be sad
that there would be times when, no matter how hard you try, you won’t be
able to find them? So, at this moment, I should have been happy. I should
have been happy because what I wanted had just happened, right in front of
my eyes, right where I wanted it to be, right how I wanted it to be.
Life, like love, can get confusing at times. We look for answers in black
and white but return home with shades of grey.