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CHAPTER 23




                         Making the Decision









                                     (Giselle)

          A
                s the Christmas season began, I had no spirit. I was completely

                depressed.  For  the  first  time  in  my  life,  I  did  not  celebrate
                Christmas. I have always been like my father. We were both like

          little kids during the Christmas season. Daddy would always get the
          biggest tree for Christmas and start buying gifts in November. So for

          me  not  to  celebrate  Christmas  meant  something  was  desperately
          wrong. I bought no gifts, did no shopping, put up no decorations.

          Leroy, in his, pretend mode as always, put up the decorations. I just
          completely ignored him.


               The only good thing that occurred that Christmas was that my

          renters called on Christmas Eve, informing me they were moving on
          January 10th. It was God’s gift to give me some space because I was
          going down fast.


               We were also scheduled to leave for FL on Christmas Eve, but as

          the time to leave grew closer I got sick to my stomach again, having
          to lie by the toilet for hours, Leroy had gotten up at 3:00 am and was

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