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          I understood clearly how it would be false hope; I knew we would not

          make it. I did not have the power to prevent the employees from
          looking for other jobs and make their own choices about whether they

          should stay until we closed. I owed them that much, “The Truth”. I
          watched  other  companies’  string  employees  along  until  contracts

          ended, knowing they could not keep them employed. I had to allow

          them to choose what was best for them and their families.

               By the end of January, three people had resigned. Each time an

          employee  turned  in  their  resignation,  my  stomach  would  churn.
          Intellectually, I knew they all had to leave, but the resignations made

          me feel like I had failed each one of them. I also had taken a home
          equity loan of $80,000 from my condo, just to meet the expenses for

          the next 3 months. It was probably not the best decision, but I was
          just determined to do right by those who had stood by me. I was able

          to repay Christine’s $13,000 and make sure we could meet payroll for
          the remaining employees who would stay to the end.


               Crazy Jerome also appeared again. He just would not go away. He
          called and left Tyrone the following message on his voicemail:





                 “Hey, Tyrone this is Jerome, I won't go to give you the chance to
             be a man, I heard you have pretty much bankrupt the company, and
             the company is closing and that’s not a surprise. I just wanted to know
             why you stabbed me in the back, what possessed you to stab me in the
             back. The man who had carried you for five years, and I do mean
             carried you or perhaps you forget about IT Solutions, the clothes, the
             shoes, the money, all the other things I did for you. I want you to tell
             me to my face why you stole my company. I want you to meet me at

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