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getting my prescriptions when I'm too ill to get out of
the flat. I'd say 50% of the time I'm not well enough to
get up, dressed, down 4 flights of stairs, walk to the Drs,
walk to the chemist, walk back n climb back up all the
stairs again. So I asked the pharmacy if they do a delivery
service n they looked at me absolutely gone out and said
"who for?"..."erm ME"......
I tried to get a psychologist for about 10 years while in the
mental health system, finally got one, he left after 2
appointments and they never replaced him, told me what
was happening, said goodbye or kiss my arse. Now
apparently I'm back at the start of the wait list again....
It’s enough to drive you bloody nuts even if you weren't to
begin with! And I've always wanted a CPN - maybe I’ll
get one for Christmas

13 November 2013 —
So, just thinking aloud again, sometimes in my sketch n
scribble books I end up with some drawings that are
pretty nice actually albeit unfinished or unrefined. I'm
wondering whether to actually put some of these for sale.

14 November 2013 —
So sad that vanity seems to have knocked kindness off the
top stop in the virtue charts!

I've had a few conversations lately with various people that
just illustrate this from supposedly well-educated adults.
Stuff I saw about Suzan Boyle who I think is amazing
having succeeded above and beyond many people despite
having a learning disability.