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a few mins at a time. Put £20 on the gas n can't even get
            it to light so there's no heat and no hot water. PLEASE
            GOD, make it stop!

           3 February 2014 —
           SO! When I've stopped being hideously ill and in pain and
            got some heat n hot running water I really need to get a
            brilliant, cohesive body of new work created. My shop is
            looking so bare right now!
           ALL  THESE  have  gone  in  the  last  2  months!  GULP!
            "You wait all night for a bus and then 10 come along at
            once!" Might be time for a price increase!

           9 February 2014 —
           Am I actually winning? Is this life I've been trying to beat
            into shape with a huge stick finally starting to take shape?
            "Mmbbbbraaaaw!  Come  on!  'ave  I!"  I  might  be  on  my
            knees  crying  with  my  head  thrown  back  n  my  face
            contorted  into  a  hideous  sob  grimace  but  by  God  I'm
            using every last scrap of strength to batter my world into
            some semblance of order.

           14 February 2014 —
           BT  "How  are  you  going  to  watch  your  Sport  without  a
            TV?"
           ME "I'm not."
           BT "Why have you signed up for Sport then?"
           ME "I haven't"
           BT "How are you going to watch your Sport subscription
            then?"...
           At 2pm I contacted BT. I've just put the phone down to
            them. 3 hours and half a packet of painkillers later I'm
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