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16 January 2014 —
           Soooo  stressed,  soooo  hard  at  work  and  trying  to  keep
            soooo  many  balls  in  the  air  I  feel  like  one  of  those
            cartoon bikes going along while it starts falling apart and
            bits start flying off! Help me God!

           17 January 2014 —
           "Panic Packing”! I think this might be the final straw that
            pushes me over the edge of my mixed metaphors!
           Quite a decent explanation of bi-polar disorder, every now
            n then I post something about it cos I often get asked
            "What's  that  bi-polar  thing  you  have?"  This  is  a  pretty
            good explanation. Right now, I feel like I might be going
            into  a  ''mixed  state''.  Those  are  the  worst.  I  think  if  I
            baton down the hatches n brace myself I'll weather the
            storm. Here I go. Let us never speak of this disastrous
            nightmare ever again!  "Find a happy place...find a happy
            place..."

           19 January 2014 —
           I'm worried to death I might have no internet access for a
            while when I move house. I've got no transport and my
            mobile phone only does texts and calls so I might be put
            out of communication for a bit, if I seem to disappear
            that'll  be  why.  Trying  to  figure  out  how  on  earth  I'm
            going  to  shop,  bank  and  run  both  my  online  shops.
            Aaargh!  If  anyone  has  any  bright  ideas  how  to  access
            internet while I'm waiting for BT to slowly and gradually
            painstakingly switch my account from this address to the
            next  street  PLEASE  let  me  know.  I  have  a  laptop  -  I
            don’t know if that means I can get out n about n log into
            this magical 'Wi-Fi' people speak of?
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