Page 290 - Under the Cover of Darkness

1 July 2014 —
.....and those things where they dress little girls up as
Brides of Christ! HOW sinister! Everyone’s got the right
to their own beliefs n stuff I suppose but should it be put
onto babies n infants? Just in my personal opinion I find
it really bizarre.

1 July 2014 —
So I notice the poor woman who gave birth in town
outside Primark had people crowding round n cheering! I
expect that’s just what she needed - an audience. (I’d have
felt inclined to cross my legs ‘til Selfridges)

3 July 2014 —
Oh Gaaaaaaaawd. I’m having one of those "You know you
have fibromyalgia moments." You know you have
fibromyalgia when it takes you 2 hours to unpack your
shopping n you have to have 2 breaks between doing it.
I’m so weak I can’t even stand up without leaning against
something. Haven’t managed the challenge of doing a
cup of tea yet and I’ve got every window in the flat open
n I feel like I can’t get any air.

You see all these people with all sorts
of illnesses n they manage to remain
so positive n upbeat n people say "oh
she never lets it get her down n she’s
always smiling...." n all this sort of
stuff. Well they must be much better
people than me ‘cos I can’t handle it
at all it’s doing my flipping head in!
It’s just so relentless.