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7 May 2015 —
Hoooooh Fuckinellswank! UPDATE: I am having an
emergency operation tonight to remove the infected
implant. Sadly this will mean taking all the rest of the
skin as well and I won’t be able to have another implant
put back in even when it’s healed. Gutting! In the more
distant future I may be able to have another sort of
reconstruction using fat and skin from other areas of my
body but that would be a much more complicated major
surgery leaving scars then to other parts of me and i feel
like enough damage has been done to enough of my
body and I’m sick of being butchered about. Anyway,
this is the latest update

7 May 2015 —
I’m sat here gowned up on a hospital bed waiting to be
taken to theatre, reading everyone’s kind words and doing
the final pre-op preparations and I'm thinking its
STAGGERING how much, you really want to lick the
sugar off a fruit pastel when you’re Nil by Mouth.

9 May 2015 —
No more piss-arsing about. Time to discharge myself the
flock out of here!
I’ve had to have complete breast removed now, they did it
in emergency theatre on Thursday night about 11.30pm.
My surgeon got paged in when the emergency theatre
came free. I can’t have an implant put back in again so
now I’ve only got 1 boob
I’m so gutted. I never had much self confidence in my
appearance or ability to "attract a mate" before but now
I’m overweight bald and got 1 boob missing I feel like