Page 360 - Under the Cover of Darkness
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of defibrillators on my life jolting me back into positivity
and action with a big bang.
I should appreciate that my mind is still creating during
this time. I think a big part of my problem is that I value
myself according to what I do rather than who I am.
Therefore if I’m achieving nothing tangible I’m pretty
worthless. It’s not a useful state of mind though.
11 April 2015
Last night, when I put my nephews to bed I was wearing
my usual silky PJ bottoms with an old polo shirt and
apparently they said I looked really "cool". In the boys
description I looked like a mixture between a "business
woman" and "the girl with the dragon tattoo". Just the
look I was going for lol!
11 April 2015
Who are these super women who have Beautiful,
immaculately organised Art rooms?! If I spend an entire
weekend scrubbing and tidying mine - the best I can get
it to look is like a jumble sale in an earthquake.
12 April 2015
I decided to ease the pressure off myself and get back into
the creative flow I’m going to create an Art piece for the
sheer unbridled, experimental fun of it. No strict design,
no rigid theme, no commercial consideration and let’s see
what emerges.....
12 April 2015
And here are the results of free creative experimentation
