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With these terrible words the Führer seemed to have concluded his explanation. I looked
around me and I warned that Dad, Rosenberg and Rudolph Hess were still beside me.

An elegeant waiter indicated to the Führer that whenever he disposes we could pass to
the ineer courtyard to take a cold meal. Was the eleven o’clock at night. The Führer and
Rosenberg bade us farewell and went to join Goering and Dr. Goebbels at the head of the table.

Rudolph Hess invited my Dad and me to locate us for the dinner, but I had not stayed
well after the conversation with the Führer and, risking to be offensive, I decided to speak
honestly with both of them.

Chapter XII

It is too difficult to gather both of them –I said–. The last time that we were together
was four years ago, when I entered to the NAPOLA. Perhaps tomorrow or after tomorrow we
departure to Egypt and I don’t know when will be another chance to share a conversation.

Could we retire for a moment?

Dad had begun to pronounce a protest but Rudolph interrupted him.

–You’re right Kurt. Come over here –He signalized a door– that I have to talk you too.

One moment later we were installed in Rudolph Hess’ office who, behind an immense
ministerial desk of carved oak, he was swinging in a fluffy elbowchair. I hurried to initiate the
conversation.

–Overall –I said– I desire that one of you calrify me something in which all seem to be
agree, even the Führer as I could verfy today, but from which I just have obscure references. I
am referring to a kind of spiritual quality that I’d have, unknown for most of people, but that
some people are capable to distinguish. It could be the mysterious Sign that the Ophites Arabs
mentioned who kiddnaped me when I was a child in Egypt or the «great spiritual capacity» from
which spoke the Führer before. I don’t know what it is, but some seems to know it… and not
like it, as the Professor Ernst Shcaeffer for example –Rudolph Hess arched his eyesborws when
he heard the name of the man of the Abwer. Then I will tell you the bitter experience that I
lived days ago.

I perceived a bright of wrath in the obscure eyes of my godfather.

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