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been an instrument of Destiny, a toy of the Gods. And do you know why I feel thus? Because,
even for all what I’ve been and done, the truth is that I don’t understand anything, in the same
way that I cannot see the Sign that is Me and that you admire so much. And even less this
sentence to survive to the destruction of the Third Reich. I beg you, Comrade Tarstein, if it is
not possible for me to leave with you beside the Führer, ask me the death, grant me the
authorization to die with Honor, or kill me!
–See Kurt, you get tough and I will have to interrupt the exposition of your orders to
clarify you some points. First, and principal, I already warned you that, from now on, the
followers of the Hyperborean Wisdom must define to what reality they refer: if to the
reality of the Führer dead or the reality of the Führer alive. And I anticipate you that
those who chose to live in the first reality; will be considered traitors by the Black Order. You,
my estimated Kurt, at proposing me the case of the survival in a World where the Third Reich
has been defeated, you are participating from the first reality. Of course, I will not do a
syllogism of this and conclude that you are a traitor because I know that you are not. Just that,
indeed, «you don’t understand the situation», accusation that, according to what you have told
me, other persons have done to you. Well I will clarify you the situation in such mode that
you’ll have no more doubts: you will not stay in the World that you imagine as a condemned,

but you will act as a secret agent of the Black Order in a world effectively Judaic;
and you will act as representative of the Führer alive, as his fifth column, as a
Initiate infiltrated in Enemy territory, nothing different to the mission that you have
realized until now. Believe me Kurt, Lupus, don’t believe in the fall of the Bunker and
the Führer’s suicide! It is the only way that you will be able to comply with your
orders.
Second, and you must believe me, we would take you to the Führer’s Refugee but the
Siddhas affirm that you must fulfil this last mission. As I said you years ago, you are not
only important: you are a support of first grade for the Strategy of the Führer. And the Strategy
can’t permit to prescind of you in the place that you must be just because you suffer nausea and
Judeophobia. What we ask you is not impossible for you and I know that you’ll comply: They
need you here. And the loyal Gods are who decide who goes and who doesn’t go to the Führer’s
Refugee: such selection escapes completely to the will of the Initiates of the Black Order.
Third, you’ve presumed erroneously that I’ll also leave to the Refugee of the Führer but I
must repeat you what I said you at the beginning: «we won’t see each other in this life again».
This doesn’t mean that I am authorized to leave: as you, my orders assure that I must
stay in this World, in this house of East Berlin which will be never found by the Russians, not
even if they track all the houses of the block. However you musn’t come to see me, neither
come to see anyone else of the Waffen except your endearing Comrade Oskar Feil. About
Karl von Grossen I’ll tell you then what are the orders. That’s all. Have you comprehended
Kurt? If that’s affirmative I’ll continue exposing your orders.
–Let suppose that the years pass, and nothing happens, and I disobey and decide to
come to see you –I interrupted.
–Don’t you understand Kurt! You’ll never find this house! Try it when you leave,
move away some steps in any direction, turn around the block, do whatever you want and then
return to the Gregorstrasse and try to find the 239: you will verify that it doesn’t exist, you’ll
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