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the Mossad, but why not?...
I walked away without hearing anything else. It resulted very difficult to treat with
Maidana: he was intelligent, instructed, he had intuition, but he persisted in the erroneous
attitude to incude all the facts in a superficial political concept. He should not think more in
himself, but in the speech that he would give him to Uncle Kurt.
We gathered in my room, place saturated of painful remembrances. Uncle Kurt leaned in
his bedroom, and I occupied the chair. Before he achieved to emit the first word he made me
remind his opposition. But I was prepared for his reaction, because since days ago that I had
comprehended why Tarstein qualified him as obstinated.
–I imagine what you are going to tell me, neffe. Since the policeman Maidana appeared,
and you gave credit to the incredible idea about the «humanity» of Bera and Birsha, I have come
fearing to hear «your plan». And do you know why? Because I imagine it. But don’t worry; I’ll
hear your plan beforehand, a principle from which I will not move no matter what happens:
The Immortals cannot die.
It is obvious, «The Immortals cannot die», and Uncle Kurt standing there stubbornly
upon that principle would never coincide with my plan. Neither with his better «good will». But,
as I anticipated, I was prepared for his reaction and I had already found the way in which the
future don’t remain free to its «good will»: I admired Uncle Kurt but I didn’t believe him very
capable as to wait another 35 years before to undertake an action. I released my speech:
–My Dear Uncle Kurt: we are in front two perspectives; and to be able to move, one of
them must prevail over the other. However, none of us will yield in our position; and it is not
convenient for us to do so. You because, even if you are obstinate for the rest, you possess
powers that nobody has and an Initiatic knowledge that must be respected. Me because, oh
tautology, can be right or can be wrong, no one knows, neither you. For some reason I was
convoked now by the Gods, for some reason I received the Letter of Belicena Villca, for some
reason I am a von Sübermann, for some reason I suffer this pain, the attack of the Demons
against my family; for some reason will be all these things, but they are not enough by
themselves as to decide if I am right or wrong. You tend to believe that all what happens to me
is for you, but I’ve a different idea of myself and I think that I also exist; and that if I exist is for
something: for that something that we don’t know what is but perhaps be to be right in my
plan, what would suppose that I will be also right in my plan, what would mean that I will also
br right at fulfilling the request of Belicena Villca, that I will find his son, the Noyo of the Wise
Sword.
How to know which is the true? How to know it, if after what has occurred to my family
and verify that Bera and Birsha have reincarnated to attack, I will never accept that the future
steps be decided by «good will» and that I will decide by myself neither? I’ll explain you how we
will know it. And forgive me if I have to be harsh with you, Uncle Kurt. You have left settled
your principle from which you will not move. Well I will expose you mine, from which I won’t
move neither: I will just accept, and only accept, the Will of the Gods! Let them decide!
Logically, I do not propose a «Proof of God», an Ordeal, to find out the Will of the Gods.
Because if there’s something in what I am disposed to trust; and it is in you honour,in the
Honor of your Eternal Spirit. And you can talk with the Gods through the faculty of
Scrota Krâm, although I am sure that that for obstinate you never employed it since the Third
Reich fell. Well, talk with Gods, with Captain Kiev, and consult about our future, ask concretely

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