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Oh, how I miss my Joyselyn coming up to me, wrapping her loving arms around me, squeezing me tight. Telling me how

much she loves me. Never too busy to hug or to be hugged. I could ask for one when her hands were covered with flour
and deep in bread dough. She would stop and wrap her arms around me again and whisper, I love you. The most

enjoyable moments in life will be missed more than all this world’s gold and precious jewels. Never had any of those
riches, so easy to say. But I know my heart all too well. I would give my remaining life for just one more day with this
incredibly special woman, my Joyselyn. I would hold on so tight this time that we would become one and pray we could

leave this place together. Not touching or being touched is so extremely hard. Stroking her lovely photos does not do it
for me, but I find myself doing it just the same. I imagine her soft, warm skin under my hands, smiling up at me. Never a

moment of doubt, the Love between us. All ways there for the giving, and all ways there for the taking. She was always
there for me and never too busy.

July 23, 2020

I can not wait to see my Joyselyn in her new glorified body. Pain-free, strong, pure full of the Father’s Holy Light.

A new mind filled with eternal wisdom. What might I do with that? Nothing! just as her Heavenly smile displayed to me
here on earth, nothing. What a lovely spirit she is. Timeless! I can only pray that I be allowed to spend some of that

new life with her.

July 27, 2020

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