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I later began to read similar types of books, which also

included connecting my mind and spirit with people in the
physical realm and spirit guides in the spiritual realm. I
started venturing out into new territory and imposing my will
onto other people with my mind. I did this while meditating
(transcendental) on Adderall, which is made of

amphetamine salts, a Schedule II controlled substance,
which in my opinion is as strong as cocaine. I found out much
later that occult involvement and Adderall have been known
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to cause symptoms of schizophrenia.
Most of the books that I had been reading did not talk
about that Spiritual Force being God from the Bible, but I was

deceiving myself believing that our Creator was the same God
that everyone worshiped and that we all had different ways
of worshiping Him. Since I began to have more free time
during the day, I started spending more time meditating,

praying to the “universe,” and reading Ann Rice books.

I had always had a fascination with vampires, so I
loved her books. I had even fantasized about being a vampire,

11 Adderall is a Schedule II controlled substance.
https://www.addictioncenter.com/addiction/controlled-substances-
act-and-scheduling/
Adderall can cause drug-induced schizoaffective disorder.
https://www.therecoveryvillage.com/adderalladdiction/adderall-
causes-psychosis-schizophrenia/
Occult practices have been known to cause some people to have
symptoms of schizoaffective disorder. One source can be found at
http://www.womenofgrace.com/blog/?p=13386

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