Page 224 - Under the Cover of Darkness

"Don't keep trying to do everything on your own" My
Fibro Doctor says.
"Oh. Who ought to be helping me then?" I ask
Silence except for the distant kaw or a crow and a piece of
tumble weed rolling by on a desolate horizon.....

1 August 2013 —
Jeees, some people think its weird that I hate TV so much
I don't have one but I just saw an experiment that proved
the lengths people will go to get on TV. They told 5
people they were being auditioned for a reality TV show
and did one of those "I'm a Celebrity" style eating tests.
They gave them what they said was HUMAN FLESH.
Only ONE of the 5 people refused to eat it. 4 of them
happily ate it up to get onto the TV show! (It was pork
masquerading as human flesh but none of them knew
that) The 4 who ate it looked at the 1 woman who didn't
as if she was crazy. Didn't she WANT to be on TV?!

2 August 2013 —
This time last year I went into Birmingham and brought
some dresses and was a bit gutted I'd gone up to a size
16. Since then I've come off one (of loads) of the meds
I'm on which has a side effect of weight gain and under
active thyroid, I've cut down about 90% on drinking
alcohol, I've cut down on chocolate loads, I've been
doing cycling exercise and stretching exercise every
day.......and......(drum roll)......I've ballooned to a size 18!
Who ever said effort equals reward. I now have rather a
lot of hardly worn clothes to put on eBay." Every
Cloud..."