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25 July 2015 —
What the effing hell is happening to my computer?! I did a
"refresh" cos it was running like a 1 legged crocodile over
a cattle grid. I clicked on a button that said "Refresh your
PC without it affecting any of your settings or
programmes". Now I’ve got the computer back on and
everything looks different, some of my short cut desk
top icons are missing, I’ve had to search for my email
provider and log back in and log back in to Facebook and
the page I normally have with my Etsy shop, eBay, You
Tube etc. all set out to click on has all vanished. Also I’ve
had a message saying Windows is doing something. Is
this all cos I clicked the refresh button? Or are Windows
F***ing me over again?! Windows H8 was bad
enough......now I hear Windows10 will download whether
we like it or not.

25 July 2015 —
My BEAUTIFUL Friend passed away this week. I am in
shock. I still can’t actually believe it. She was such a
vivacious, exuberant person. She battled breast cancer
(like me) and she sat with me on my 1st ever
chemotherapy session. I didn’t know wot 2 expect and
that 1st session was agonisingly painful and sickening 4
me. I can honestly say if it wasn’t for her I wouldn’t have
coped with everything I was undergoing in that 1st
session. She entertained me and comforted me the whole
way thru and she was so alive! She looked beautiful - even
though she was sat there having chemo herself & she was
so thoughtful & empathic & selfless that all she was
concerned about was getting out of the chemo session in
time to make a birthday party 4 her little boy &