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know some of ‘em!) although at one point I did have to
            say "I’m sorry, I’m on a lot of medication right now - are
            you  actually  saying  these  words?"  He  was.  When  they
            finally  found  my  prescription  and  called  me  up  to  the
            desk my new, time travelling friend apologised to me that
            he doesn’t give autographs. (Perhaps he’s got a Ringo Star
            complex) Now I’m safely back home with my medication
            I  think  I  better  wash  this  Tramadol  down  with  a  large
            Prosecco and decide whether or not to inflict myself on
            the public by going out tonight....

           25 July 2016 —
           Last week I had a really horrible incident that left me in a
            lot of physical pain and was so distressing it triggered my
            mental illness & put me in to a massive state of distress
            which lasted for the next 24 hours to the point where I
            had to cancel all social events & prior engagements and
            stay within the confines of my own home utilizing all the
            "coping strategies" I’ve ever learned. In such situations I
            have a choice; get really upset & respond with anger - OR
            laugh and make a joke of it, & weather its developed or
            inherent  I'm  lucky  enough  to  have  what  they  call  a
            "Gallows" sense  of humour  so, of  course,  in  my  usual
            style, I coped by making a joke of it. Someone has since
            commented to me that they didn't find it funny so I’d just
            like  to  say,  that's  absolutely  fine.  No  problem.  People
            don't HAVE to find things funny. We can’t all have the
            same  sense  of  humour.  Perhaps  next  time  I  could  go
            with  getting  upset  &  angry  and  see  if  that  pans  out
            preferably?  But  actually,  I  agree  with  Oscar  Wilde  that
            "Life is far too important to be taken seriously." Those
            of you who are familiar with me will know I spend plenty
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