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del ivered —b ut     there   were    no    sound s   at   all.   Not   ev en   the    cries    of   a

                new born.     My    ha nd s   go   up   to   my   mouth    and    seei ng    the   look   on
                Marsha ll’s face  ha s me  fea ring  the  worst.
                    His  sho ulders   just  start  sha king  and   tea rs  pour  out  of  hi s  ey es .  “I’m
                a dad.” And  then  he  punc hes  the  air. “I’m a DAD!”
                    He  hu gs  R yle  and   then    me  and   says,  “Give  us  fif teen    minu tes   and
                you can  come  ins ide  to meet  her.”

                    When     he   closes    the   door,   R yle   and    I   both   rel ea se   hu ge   sighs    of
                rel ief .  We  look  at  ea ch  other  and   smile.   “You  were  thi nk ing   the  worst,
                too?” he  asks.
                    I no d and  then  hu g hi m. “You’re  an  unc le, ” I say, smiling .
                    He  kisses  my hea d and  says, “You too.”
                    Half  an  ho ur  later,  R yle  and   I  are   both   stand ing   nex t  to  the   bed ,
                watchi ng    Allysa   ho ld   her   new    baby.   She’s   absolutel y   per fect.   A   little

                too new  to tel l who  she  looks like  yet , but she’s bea utiful, reg ardles s.
                    “You want  to ho ld your ni ec e?”  Allysa says to R yle.
                    He   kind    of   stiffens    up   like   he’s   ner vous,   but   then   he   no ds.   She
                lea ns   over  and   puts  the  baby  in  R yle’s  arms,  sho wing   hi m  ho w  to  ho ld
                her. He  stares  down  at her  ne r vously and  then  walks over  to the  couch
                and  takes  a sea t. “Have  you guys dec ided  on  a na me  yet ?” he  asks.

                    “Yes ,” Allysa says.
                    R yle   and    I   both   look   at   Allysa   and    she   smiles ,   tea ry   ey ed .   “We
                want ed    to   na me   her   after   someo ne    Marsha ll    and    I   both   thi nk    the
                world of. So we  added  an  E to your na me.  We’re  calling  her  R ylee. ”
                    I  ins tant ly  look  back  over  at  R yle  and   he  blows  out  a  quick  brea th
                like  he’s  a  little  in  sho ck.  He  looks  back  down  at  R ylee  and   just  starts
                smiling . “Wow,” he  whi spers . “I don’t kno w wha t to say.”

                    I  squeez e  Allysa’s  ha nd   and   then  walk  over  and   take  a  sea t  nex t  to
                R yle.   I’ve  ha d  a  lot  of  moment s  when     I  tho ught   I  couldn’t  love  hi m
                more  than  I  alrea dy  do,  but  onc e  again  I’m  proven  wrong .  Seei ng   the
                way he  looks at hi s new  baby ni ec e  makes  my hea rt ex pand .
                    Marsha ll  sits  down     on   the   bed   nex t  to  Allysa.  “Did  you  guys  hea r
                ho w  quiet   Issa  was  thro ugh  the     who le  thi ng ?  Not  a  sing le  peep .  She

                didn’t  even     take   drugs.”   He   puts  hi s  arm  around   her     and   lies   down
                nex t to her  on  the  bed . “I feel  like  I’m in  tha t movie  Han cock  with  Wi ll
                Smith  and  I’m about to find  out I’m marri ed  to a superhero .”
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