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Chapter Twenty-Eight








                After  R yle  lef t me  hi s key s thi s afterno on;  I deb ated  going  back to our
                new    apartment .     I   ev en   ha d   a   cab   pull   up   to   the   building ,   but   I
                couldn’t  force  mysel f  out  of  the  car.  I  knew   if  I  went   back  there  today,
                I’d   probably    see   Allysa   at   some   point .   I’m   no t   rea dy   to   ex plain   the

                stitches  on  my forehea d to her. I’m no t rea dy to see  the  kitchen  where
                R yle’s   harsh   words    cut   thro ugh   me.    I’m   no t   rea dy   to   walk   int o   the
                bed room where  I was complet el y des troyed .
                    So  ins tea d  of  ret urni ng   to  my  own    ho me,   I  took  the   cab  back  to
                Atlas’s  ho use.   It  feel s  like  my  onl y  safe  zone  right   no w.  I  don’t  ha ve  to

                conf ront  thi ng s when  I’m hi ding  out here.
                    Atlas  ha s  alrea dy  tex ted   me  twice  today  chec king   on  me,   so  when  I
                get   a  tex t  a  few   minu tes   bef ore  sev en  o’clock  in  the  ev eni ng ,  I  assume
                it’s from hi m. It’s no t; it’s from Allysa.
                    Allysa: You home from work yet? Come up and visit us, I’m already bored.
                    My    hea rt   sink s   when    I   rea d   her   tex t.   She   ha s   no    idea    wha t
                ha ppened  bet ween  me  and  R yle.  I wond er  if R yle  ev en  told her  he  lef t

                for  Eng land   today.  My  thu mb  types   and   era ses   and   types   some  more
                as I try to come  up with  a good ex cuse  as to why  I’m no t the re.
                    Me:  I  can’t.  I’m  in  the  emergency  room.  Hit  my  head  on  that  shelf  in  the
                    storage room at work. Getting stitches.

                    I ha te  that I lied  to her, but it’ll save  me  from ha ving  to ex plain  the
                cut and  also why  I’m no t ho me  right  no w.
                    Allysa:  Oh  no!  Are  you  alone?  Marshall  can  come  sit  with  you  since  Ryle  is
                    gone.
                    Okay,    so   she   kno ws   R yle   lef t   for   Eng land .   Tha t’s   good.   And    she
                thi nk s   we’re   fine.    Thi s   is   good.   Tha t   mea ns    I   ha ve   at   lea st   three

                mont hs  bef ore  I ha ve  to tel l her  the  truth.
                    Lo ok at  me, sweeping shi t unde r the  rug just like my mothe r.
                    Me: No, I’m fin e. I’ll be fin ished up by the time Marshall could even get here.
                    I’ll come by tomorrow after work. Give Rylee a kiss for me.
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