Page 161 - Seribu Alasan untuk Mati Hari Ini dan Kumpulan Cerpen

Pada akhirnya aku cuma bisa menyeka air mataku, dan
kembali menatap undangan itu. Apa aku mampu datang
ke sana dan memberi selamat pada sahabatku yang
menikahi pria yang aku cintai?

Aku menghela napas panjang. Ketika aku meraih remote
di dekatku, tiba-tiba radio menyala; alih-alih menyalakan
AC justru remote home theater yang aku aktifkan,
memutar sebuah lagu berbahasa Inggris dengan lirik yang
membuatku tersentuh…

Maybe one day I can see you
We can smile and wave
And it'll be okay

Maybe one day it'll be cool
We could just be friends
Without the complications that it brings
When we start saying things

Yeah, I hurt you, and you hurt me
Yeah, we did some things that we can never take back
And we tried hard just to fix it
But we broke it more
And so I guess some things are not meant to last
Is it too much to ask

For tonight
Let's love like there's no goodbyes
(No goodbyes)

Just for tonight
Pretend that it's all alright
(All alright)
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